Blacklisted

In my bedroom

Trying to find the BPM

Emma G finding her momentum

By now u should know

I got no patience, right now

I’m hibernating

Trying to stay away from my dms   

Only time man gonna see me is if i share location

Cos when u were talking bout me online

I was in the basement

Drama queens and jokers taking hits

But I par and block all the same

Boy I can’t complain

I never knew i was gonna pop

Pop like 5th Nov

Like a burns night firework

I ignite and sparks fly

But I still remember

So ‘Fix up look sharp’ when I enter

Cos I flex real hard when I want to

Don’t spark me with ur shit

Cos no one does a takedown

quite like Emma G

Try me?

I wish u wud bitch

cos I got bars money and candy

I’m introverted but if I need to

I’ll extrovert u down

but I’ll do the gangster lean

for the time being 

So be kind and sit down

How many more aggressors do i have to kill today 

Until they realise there’s no one above me

Teachers used to diss me 

No netball colours for Emma, she’s too lazy

But now when I touch the road I make history 

You ‘can’t blacklist me’, so don’t diss me

Praise is needed where praise is earned. 

So sit down, shut up and listen. 

I like a thick tempo, electro synth

garage techno is in my heartbeat.

Beating drumming in my soul, shoulders and toes 

So when u were n talking about me

I was grooving

got nothing to prove or explain

let’s not complicate

I get upside down, twirling around now for the past two years

I wanna write a diss track

but upswing Emma is already dead

those other commentators don’t know

they don’t know how I made my change

from emma g to upsidedown rascal

cos rascal I am

I make mischief magic

the Upside Down was born

2 years sick then sober

Sobriety opened up new roads and avenue to natural highs

and high I will stay

wake up

song 

dance 

meditation

upside down rascal is placated

but Emma G is bored and blacklisted

I know to stay away from upswing Emma G

Girl with sex drive that could out match bolt’s drive and speed

I know to stay away from that upswing disorientated

Emma G in the red dress

The devil was my friend

But now is my enemy

I had to love myself tender

To realise this properly

It’s not selfish it’s called self

Look it up

I think you’ll like it when u get the point

But for now, loose the pity

let’s just keep some momentum going

My life is immense

It’s banging

So don’t blacklist me

Excommunicate me?

You’re having a laugh

Cos I’m the baddest bitch around

Working on self ain’t selfish it’s self

Lose the guilt and pity

cos no one else will do Emma self care but me